"Single ladies" Ness
"inspiration" NESS
"Loving my ring" Ness
(Alskar ringen som jag kopte på Gina Tricot for bara 20 kr!!)
job hunting!
I already have two jobs....but it's this one job that I want.... so imma go there and force them to hire me.
wish suzi luck :)
awww.....
Let us talk...
Let us talk happiness
Oh happy day, Oh happy day
As in the way the sun kisses our skin in May
As long as there is love, I know it will be okey
As long as I feel love, and am willing to give back, I'll stay
Let us talk happiness
Because there is no comfort as the one love gives
There is a warming sheet and a pillow where a red heart lives
Something like a clear blue sky and the clouds it forbids
To love, and be loved, and if we lack we are incomplete like pots without their lids
Let us talk happiness
Let us giggle about the happy talk
Let us sing to our dancing walk
Let us gossip about the guys we stalk
Let us chat about our day, no matter the distance, cuz there is a ticking clock
Let us talk happiness
Family, friends, lovers and soulmates
Husbands and wives after disaster dates
Compromises, ying and yang, balanced weights
Encouraged to believe in and hope for the joy it creates
Let us talk happiness
don't tell anybody I told u bout the city of angels.....
I get questioned a lot bout how it is studying in L.A........ let me be brief....It depends on Y O U. I had fun, cuz I'm a funny human being... easily amused and I can study a whole day keeping my grade up then go out and get more wasted than anybody else in the club..... that's just me....
but a lil info u should know:
Housing - expensive
Boys - Want one thing.....
Girls - Want a lil more....
School - easy as far as I know... it's only a community college so how hard could it be?
Living conditions - U will S U R V I V E, people overreact when it comes to money... u just need to find a balance and be on track... I mean hey I lived by myself, lived like a princess and still went shoppin every now and then....
good luck!
BLESS // suzilulu
"there's no such thing as closure, it's really just up 2 u if ur ready to move on"
Define happy for me.
I find it hard to figure out.
Today I seemed happy, but ended up crying in doubt...
Doubts bout them clouds that be set up all high.
How they be be shining n bright n all white in the sky..
Then some days they turn grey, and the sky starts to cry.
I can feel that it hurts, sometimes I don't understand why.
Is it the feelings that I'm constantly pushing aside?
Tears falling down, sometimes they even be frozen.
Standing like a question mark, wonder when it all ends.
Define happy for me.
Cuz I could feel how I was smiling
But underneath it all I still couldn't deny it.
Lost time, what could of been memories totally wasted.
And I just realized that whatever happens now, can't ever really replace it.
Time I needed, but nobody could offer.
My skin is getting thicker yet my hart seems much softer...
Whenever I think about the parts of me that are in totally different places.
I just miss the smell of them, miss being tired of their faces.
Define happy for me.
the show goes on......
chocked 2 c myself!
"om jag kunde forsvinna, fran tid och rum
skulle jag tagga till tider da luften inte var sa tunn.
Jag hade tagit vara pa stunder, som ej langre finns till hand.
Och tagit vara pa bilder, som forsvann med allt annat i en brand...
eller tva...eller tre....eller 9...vem vet....
har sjalv tappat rakningen,
o vem fan bryr sig om forsakringen....
de ger inte tillbaka allt som forsvann....
sa nu far jag njuta av dessa bilder sa bra som jag bara kan!"
So there's about 5 pics of me from my childhood.... and I just saw a few of them at my aunties house... hahaha...can't look 2 long.... it's almost like I haven't changed a bit....yet turned out completely different from what everybody expected....including myself.
btw that's my brother in the middle.... and me and my cousin....my diaper remains a question mark.... or maybe its just my babyfat that looks wierd hahaha...hmmmm...
